1. |
Keep Changing
03:09
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On the the blind side
Long before me
In the back of a notebook diary
Photographs of the old Brooke Priory
Folded map of the roads behind me
Anyway
Maybe I'll keep changing
Maybe I'll stay the same thing
Maybe I'll keep changing
Anyway
In the bloodline
Long before me
Golden gates overgrown with ivy
No escape from what runs inside me
Lay awake till the lightning strikes me
Anyway
Maybe I'll keep changing
Maybe I'll stay the same thing
Maybe I'll keep changing
Maybe I'll stay the same thing
Anyway
Anyway
Anyway
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2. |
Easy Shape
03:09
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well the rain has dried
and the sky went white
I hate that it weighs on me
but I can’t decide
there’s a give and take
and an easy shape
holding me out of reach
but you find a way
to hold on to me
hold on to me
hold on to me
it was late last night
there was a streak of light
calling me from the street
to come outside
and I could hear you saying
that you’d understand
go if you want to leave
and I almost can
but hold on to me
hold on to me
hold on to me
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3. |
Sleepless
02:24
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when I woke
you had your keys in your open fist
it was all true
there’s no love like the one you miss
sleepless
both been keeping secrets
all we ever do is lie
long division
fire in the ignition
tell me where you go at night
well we both knew
it was dangerous to start a fight
and I would call you
but there’s no language that comes out right
sleepless
both been keeping secrets
all we ever do is lie
long division
fire in the ignition
tell me where you go at night
are we in too deep?
only kissing teeth
I could fall asleep
I don’t want to
no more fighting it
no more trying to fit
no more lying in bed
sleepless
both been keeping secrets
all we ever do is lie
long division
fire in the ignition
tell me where you go at night
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4. |
No Time Left
02:37
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a change is coming
and it’s coming soon
hanging in the hallway
and our living room
is your plane connecting
back in baltimore?
who was I expecting
through the open door
well we watched it burning
saw the frame collapse
and the one thing certain
was it couldn’t last
where the light is bending
are you settled down?
is the weight of old things
getting heavy now?
I remember one thing
I should have said
but the door is closing
and there’s no time left
a change is coming
and it’s coming fast
and my hands are pressing
up against the glass
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5. |
Another Door Opens
02:52
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amy, I still have that dream
where you’re waving to me
on the street
another door opens
am i too late?
your eyes are closing
rewind the tape
rewind the tape
amy, i still have your things
you left your photographs
in the basement sink
another door opens
and i felt a wave
we haven’t spoken
but i feel the same
another door opens
and i held the weight
i should have known then
we made mistakes
rewind the tape
rewind the tape
amy, i can’t turn the page
i drove the 18 down
and out of state
but another door opens
when i turn the wheel
gonna see the ocean
run out the reel
another door opens
and i’m not afraid
my eyes are open
and i let it play
i let it play
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6. |
Leaves
02:47
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close
can i keep this when you go?
when i lose you will I know
don’t wait
you
left a light on by the door
glowing in the dark
hallway
we stay
long enough
i can’t make you
leaves change
all of us
i can change too
cold
but i still feel the same
breathing out your name
my name
go
it’s just words on a page
you’re face to face
don’t wait
we stay
close enough
i can taste it
these days
come to us
not one wasted
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7. |
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at the end of the movie
we both keep looking back
“we don’t change that much, do we?”
something strange in the way you ask
we stay awake
play in the dark
looked up to see
nobody was driving
the turn away
the tug of war
I’m terrified
it’s kind of exciting
no, no, wait, no, don’t tell me
get the cake and we’ll make a wish
I could have made mine already
but I’m occasionally generous
and I’ve got a taste
for color bars
I’m gonna try to
get it in writing
no time to waste
for carnivores
I’m terrified
it’s kind of exciting
I know your name
you’re one of ours
we kinda like the
thunder and lightning
it’s time to face
what’s in the cards
I’m terrified
it’s kind of exciting
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8. |
Brave and Stranger
02:44
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I was wrong
it’s too late to change it
put me on
now I’m racing patience
is it too late?
is it too late to face it?
I belong
in the face of danger
from now on
I’ll be brave and stranger
is it too late?
is it too late to face it?
is it too late?
is it too late to face it?
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9. |
Michael
03:16
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Christmas of '80
I can't remember your name
but I fake it in time
go where you take me
out on the bridge in the rain
past the Washington sign
follow the echo
back to the canyon at night
I would say everything
harder to let go
now that I know you were right
I can see everything
out on the Skagit
you asked why I haven't come home
and made up your mind
if I can be candid
it's not like we planned it, I know
I just needed time
follow the echo
back to the canyon at night
I would say everything
harder to let go
now that I know you were right
I can see everything
years since we'd spoken
I saw you smoking outside
Seventh and Bell
Michael, forgive me
I can't keep living a lie
but you know me too well
follow the echo
back to the canyon at night
I would say everything
harder to let go
now that I know you were right
I can see everything
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10. |
Kidding
04:29
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in the same bed
I’m afraid that
this time it’s different
it’s just a rain check
it’s just a plane wreck
some timing, isn’t it?
don’t worry that
you can’t take it back
go on and let it go
don’t take it rough
life’s long enough
go on and take it slow
beat the playback
find a way back
read lines as written
we drink the same glass
till we’re weightless
feels like we’re kidding
don’t worry that
you can’t take it back
go on and let it go
don’t take it rough
life’s long enough
go on and take it slow
be the stained glass
be the train tracks
these lines stay hidden
you’re the tape deck
you’re the blank check
this time it’s different
don’t worry that
you can’t take it back
go on and let it go
don’t take it rough
life’s long enough
go on and take it slow
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HEATMAPS Los Angeles, California
Heatmaps is the solo project of Seattle/Los Angeles producer Steven James Aguilar (The Head and The Heart, Damien Jurado, Jeff Pianki)
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